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November 2, 2011


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Hello Everyone~ <3

What did he do exactly...

Check the following pages please;

And at last
( I added the broken laptop that Black broke after he read the emails)

Ameer, as White warned Black, wasn't able to bear the kind of life Black lives without trying to help, so he turned to his family for help just like he did with everything else he faced.
Black trusted Ameer with his problems regardless of what White told him and he never knew that Ameer talked to his sister about his condition.
After Ameer died, and Black didn't have that much of contact with his family nor he had White with him, so when he felt lonely he just logged in to Ameer's e-mail and found all the emails between him and his sister talking about Black.
The lines above in the emails are parts of what he read.

What's the big deal with that?
Black consider that the grey he hates coz Ameer was one of the whitest people he even met. He couldn't really tell why a person as sweet and pure as Ameer would talk to him behind his back like that when he trusted him not to.

Whoever didn't get what Ameer did isn't reading it wrong nor is stupid. Also, I'm not writing wrong; I'm not a pro but I have two people that read chapters as I finish them and they got it without me explaining it and the people that recently stumbled upon the story and read it all by chapters got what's going on.
So, it just got lost or forgotten during the time in-between updates.

Sorry for any misunderstandings.
Have a lovely day <3

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blaqkXIII Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011
...i guess i just don't really understand why Black was so angry about it.
i think anyone from such a different situation would try to help their friend...i mean, because Black really kinda needs some help...
i can see how that might seem like betrayal to Black, though. but i think it doesn't make Ameer "grey", because it's perfectly in line with his "white" personality. he was doing the "right" and "caring" thing, even if it's not what Black wanted.
(he should have talked directly to Black before telling others, though!)
guess that's just how i see it. //shrug
deeJuusan Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011
Black deals with what's known as "Black-White thinking"
It's how kids usually think before they start growing up and realizing things are not only right or wrong, black or white.
Black never really grew up, he refused to accept that sometimes people say things but do the complete opposite. He was kind of fed during childhood of all the wrongs that this "grey" in people create in life and well, he had enough of a troubled childhood to be that fragile.
FairyStoryteller Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2011
So, I got it right :-D
I can understand why Black is upset. But, I can't blame Ameer, though he broke his friend's trust. People can't always be as strong as your confidence makes them. And pure, simple people, are most likely to go for help, when they see someone they love in trouble.
deeJuusan Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2011
I'm glad you did <3
commandobunny Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I didn't realise Black found out from looking at the emails, but I did know that Ameer betrayed him by telling his family about Black problems.
deeJuusan Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2011
glad I made that clear then
Mirasaros Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ooooh. Okay, now I remember. @_@

I didn't realize those words were e-mails from Ameer, so that didn't help. ;;
deeJuusan Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2011
sorry D:
Glad I wrote this then OTL
Mirasaros Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's nothing to apologize about. I'm sure it would've been clear if I'd read everything altogether.
Mm-hm. (:
Tsugiki Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I'll admit I still don't get it, or rather I'm just guessing. >.< But I'm waiting until I get the book and can sit down and read it front to back. ^__^

THank you for explaining it, even if I didn't get it. <3
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